Post by Kerrilyn Hart on Aug 7, 2008 21:44:55 GMT
KERRILYNELISEHART
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she's lived through fifteen years of madness
while she may look like the innocent girl next door, this girl is really anything but. she has a pension for alcohol and partying, and she has a bit of a habit of hooking up with people and not remembering it. however, she really is a nice person, and is a loyal friend to a lot of people
THESE PRECIOUS THINGS ``
one day you see a strange little girl look at you -- practically family
one day you see a strange little girl feeling blue -- inseparable
she'd run to the town one day, leaving home and her country fair -- joined at the hip
just beware, when you're there, strange little girl -- partners in crime
she didn't know how to live in a town that was rough -- best friends
it didn't take long before she knew she'd had enough -- best guy friend
walking home in her wrapped up world, she survived but she's feeling old -- best girl friend
and she found all things cold, strange little girl where are you going? -- childhood friends
do you know where you could be going? walking home in her wrapped up world -- close friends
she survived but she's feeling old, 'cause she found all things cold -- good friends
where are you going? do you know where you could be going -- average friends
snow can wait, i forgot my mittens, wipe my nose, get my new boots on -- just met
i get a little warm in my heart when i think of winter, i put my hand -- name basis
in my father's glove, i run off where the drifts get deeper, sleeping beauty -- face basis
trips me with a frown, i hear a voice, 'you must learn to stand up' -- acquaintances
'cause i can't always be around, he says when you gonna make up -- drinking buddies
your mind, when you gonna love me as much as i do, when you gonna -- party buddies
make up your mind, 'cause things are gonna change so fast, all the white -- on and off friends
horses are still in bed, i tell you that i'll always want you near, you say -- secret friends
that things change my dear, boys get discovered as winter melts -- enemy turned friend
flowers competing for the sun, years go by and i'm here still waiting -- same clique
withering where some snow man was, mirror mirror where's the crystal palace -- friend of a friend
but i can only see myself, skating around the truth who i am, but i know -- seen in passing
A SORTA FAIRYTALE ``[/color][/size]
from the shadow she calls and in the shadow she finds a way -- final
and in the shadow she crawls clutching her faded photograph -- future
my image under her thumb, yes with a message for my heart -- current
she's been everybody else's girl, maybe one day she'll be her own -- boyfriend
everybody else's girl, maybe one day she'll be her own, maybe one day -- girlfriend
and in the doorway they stay and laugh as violins fill with water -- mutual crush
screams from the bluebells can't make them go away, we'll i'm not seventeen -- crush on me
but i've cuts on my knees falling down, as the winter takes one more -- crush on you
cherry tree, rushin' rivers thread so thin limitation, dreams with flying pigs -- ex-good terms
turbid blue, and the drugstores too safe in their coats, and in their do's -- ex-bad terms
yeah smother our hearts, a pillow to my dots, one day maybe, one day -- ex-over it
one day she'll be her own, and in the mist, there she rides, and castles -- ex-still feelings
are burning in my heart, and as i twist i hold tight, and i ride to work -- one night stand
every morning wondering why, 'sit in the chair and be good now' -- friends with benefits
and become all that they told you, the white coats enter her room -- enemies with benefits
and i'm callin' my baby, callin' everybody else's girl, maybe one day -- fuck buddies
on my way up north, up on the ventura, i pulled back the hood, and i was talking to you -- fling
and i knew then it would be a life long thing, but i didn't know that we, we could -- flirting
break a silver lining, and i'm so sad, like a good book, i can't put this day back -- forbidden love
a sorta fairytale with you, things you said that day up on the 101, that girl -- sexual tension
had come undone, i tried to downplay it with a bet about us, you said that -- lust
you'd take it as long as i could not erase it, and i'm so sad, like a good book -- physical attraction
WHY DO WE CRUCIFY OURSELVES ``[/color][/size]
so i ran faster, but you caught me here, yes my loyalties turned -- death threats
like my ankle in the seventh grade, running after billy, running after the rain -- hardcore hatred
these precious things, let them bleed, let them wash away, these precious things -- mutual hate
let them break their hold over me, he said you're really an ugly girl, but i like -- i hate you
the way you play, and i died, and i thanked him, can you believe that -- you hate me
sick, sick, holding on to his picture, dressing up everyday, i wanna smash -- mutual dislike
the faces of those beautiful boys, i remember, yes in my peach party dress -- i dislike you
no one dared, no one cared, to tell me where those pretty girls are, those demigods -- you dislike me
every finger in the room is pointing at me, i wanna spit in their faces -- friendly rivals
then i got afraid of what that could bring, i got a bowling ball in my stomach -- rivals
i got a desert in my mouth, figures that my courage would choose to sell our now -- backstabbed
i've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets, looking for a savior -- distaste
beneath these dirty sheets, i've been raising up my hands, drive another nail in -- detestation
just what got needs, another victim, why do we crucify ourselves, every day -- enemies
i crucify myself, nothing i do is good enough for you, crucify myself -- friends turned enemies
every day, and my heart is sick of being in chains, got a kick for a dog -- envious
beggin' for love, i gotta have my suffering so that i can have my cross -- cheated on
i had a cat named easter, he sees will you ever learn, you're just an empty cage girl -- annoyance
if you kill the bird, i've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets, looking -- avoidance
for a savior beneath these dirty sheets, i've been raising up my hands -- tolerance
drive another nail in, got enough to start my own religion, please be, save me -- fake friends
i cry, why do we crucify ourselves, every day, i crucify myself, nothing i do -- intimidated by
is good enough for you, crucify myself every day, my heart is sick of being in chains -- indifference
TEENAGE HUSTLING ``
bouncing off clouds, we were, is there a love lost and found, make it easy -- parent
make this easy, it's not as heavy as it seems, wrapped in metal, wrapped in ivy -- sibling
paint in mint ice cream, we could be bouncing off the top of this cloud, i'll put on -- family-other
my silver, we could be bouncing off the top of this cloud, failure to respond but -- good influence
i did, but did you listen, bouncing off the top of this cloud, i'll put on my silver -- bad influence
and about what you said, has it come to this? i'll put on my silver, bouncing off -- protective over me
the top of this cloud, well you can stare all day at the sky, but that won't bring her back -- protective over you
you say you're waiting on fate, but i think fate is now, i think fate is now waiting on us -- i respect you
make it easy, easy easy, we could make this easy, make this easy, easy love easy -- you respect me
we could make this easy, it's not as heavy as it seems, wrapped in metal, wrapped in ivy -- admiration
blue umbrellas now smiling, we could be bouncing off the top of this cloud -- roommate
i'll put on my silver, about what you said has it come to this, i'll put on my silver -- classmate
it started as a joke, just one of my larks to see, if somehow i could reach you so -- housemate
i swam into your shores through an open window only to find you all alone -- bandmate
curled up with machines, now it seems you're slipping out of the land of the living -- hero
just take a closer look, take a closer look at what's really haunting you -- stalker
i'll have to trust you'll know, this digital ghost, but i fear there's only so much time -- emotional support
'cause the you i knew is fading away, hands lay them on my keys, let me play -- shoulder to cry on
you again, i am not immune to your net, find me there in it, i won't go even if in -- know by association
your heart only beats ones and O's, switch you on my friend, pull you from that rip current -- mixed feelings
but only you can fight against this, take a closer look, just take a closer look -- neighbor
at what is that's really haunting you, i'll have to trust you know this digital ghost -- obsession
but i fear there's only so much time, 'cause the you i knew is fading away, fading away -- other-specify[/center]